I dont know what, if i did anything wrong. i do know i love her with every ounce of blood in my body, and cant help but to shed tears while writing this. i wasn't being a jerk! I just wanted her to believe me,to trust me and to to be with me in the final moments of our night. Some people think our relationship wont last, but i cant believe that...... i wont believe that, because the love i have for her is what fuels me to brave every day of my life. How do i tell her that she has been the light, the beams of enlightenment i always wanted to guide me to true happiness.  I dont like being upset with her, but sometimes i feel sick, when she gets upset for something that is no fault of mine.  I dont want to lose her, but if that is what is going to make her happy, then ill sacrifice my emotions, my heart...... and even my life for her.  i have never allocated so much of my life to anyone else, but i would do it over and over and over....... because she is "the one"!!! How do i turn the sadness off?